The scheduler on the phone was kind, but her voice carried that bureaucratic edge: “Earliest MRI appointment is three weeks out.”
A part of me could have gone straight into resistance—This is unacceptable. We need it sooner. Why can’t they…
But instead, something quieter stepped in. A clear sense of the next step. Call another clinic. Follow the thread.
It wasn’t ‘me’ pushing—it was simply what was there to do.
In nondual teachings, ‘as it is’ is more than a phrase—it’s a pointer. It doesn’t mean shrugging and doing nothing. It means seeing reality clearly, without the extra layer of “this shouldn’t be happening,” and moving from that clarity.
When we think we’re the ‘doer,’ action tends to come with tension—gripping, forcing, defending. But when the ‘I’ drops out, action can arise cleanly. Consciousness moves through us, is not something we have to manufacture, drive, or own.
Sometimes action is what’s required. Not to change what is, but to be with it fully. That might mean making a phone call, having a conversation, or setting a boundary.
I remember a therapist who rented my office once stayed long past the agreed time. Accepting the situation didn’t mean I smiled and waited until he felt like leaving. Acceptance meant being fully with the fact that this was happening—and from there, handing him the plan to wrap it up.
That’s the paradox: acceptance isn’t always comfortable. It doesn’t necessarily mean taking action to change what feels unwanted. But when action arises from Presence instead of reactivity, it carries a different quality—lighter, cleaner, without the residue of ‘me’ trying to fix the world.
As I like to say, it’s not about what is wanted or needed, but what is required.
Nondual awareness refers to a state of consciousness in which the usual distinctions between self and other, subject and object, are experienced as less separate or interconnected.
Nondual wisdom differs from mindfulness because mindfulness often focuses on observing thoughts and experiences, while nondual approaches explore the nature of awareness itself and the perception of separation.
Amanda Martin holds a PhD in Family Therapy and is a Licensed Professional Counselor, Licensed Marriage and Family Therapist Supervisor, and EMDRIA Approved Consultant. With over 14 years of experience, she specializes in trauma therapy for individuals and families in residential and outpatient settings. Amanda also provides supervision for EMDR certification, EMDR consultants-in-training, and LMFT-Associates. Her mission is to help people find a healthy, joyful, and fulfilling path in life. Her warm, supportive, and interactive counseling style incorporates Symbolic Experiential Therapy, Trauma-Focused Cognitive Behavioral Therapy, EMDR, HeartMath, Animal-Assisted Therapy, Neurofeedback, and Collaborative Problem Solving.
Dr. Jose Carbajal, a U.S. Army veteran, earned his bachelor’s and master’s degrees in social work and a master’s in theological studies from Baylor University, and a Ph.D. in Social Work from the University of Texas at Arlington. With over 15 years of clinical experience and extensive teaching experience, Jose specializes in trauma, sexual abuse recovery, domestic violence, and substance abuse. His research focuses on trauma interventions, neuroscience, and faith. He is EMDR Certified, an Approved Consultant, and an EMDRIA Approved Trainer, with numerous publications and professional presentations to his name.
Amber holds a PhD in Counselor Education and Supervision from Regent University. She is a Licensed Professional Counselor in both Texas and Oklahoma and holds Supervisor credential for Texas. Amber is an EMDRIA consultant and trainer. She has over a decade of experience in the trauma field in work with uniformed services, domestic violence, childhood trauma and abuse, and recent mass trauma events. Amber provides consultation for EMDRIA certification, for consultants-in-training, and supervision for LPC-Associates. Amber continues to research the benefits of EMDR therapy with a variety of populations. Her goal is to help build strong clinicians who are well versed in trauma interventions to better support their clients. Amber sees a limited number of clients with a focus on trauma work, she is also a Certified Career Counselor and Certified through EAGALA to provide equine-assisted therapy.
Amber holds a PhD in Counselor Education and Supervision from Regent University. She is a Licensed Professional Counselor in both Texas and Oklahoma and holds Supervisor credential for Texas. Amber is an EMDRIA consultant and trainer. She has over a decade of experience in the trauma field in work with uniformed services, domestic violence, childhood trauma and abuse, and recent mass trauma events. Amber provides consultation for EMDRIA certification, for consultants-in-training, and supervision for LPC-Associates. Amber continues to research the benefits of EMDR therapy with a variety of populations. Her goal is to help build strong clinicians who are well versed in trauma interventions to better support their clients. Amber sees a limited number of clients with a focus on trauma work, she is also a Certified Career Counselor and Certified through EAGALA to provide equine-assisted therapy.
Dr. Jose Carbajal, a U.S. Army veteran, earned his bachelor’s and master’s degrees in social work and a master’s in theological studies from Baylor University, and a Ph.D. in Social Work from the University of Texas at Arlington. With over 15 years of clinical experience and extensive teaching experience, Jose specializes in trauma, sexual abuse recovery, domestic violence, and substance abuse. His research focuses on trauma interventions, neuroscience, and faith. He is EMDR Certified, an Approved Consultant, and an EMDRIA Approved Trainer, with numerous publications and professional presentations to his name.
Amanda Martin holds a PhD in Family Therapy and is a Licensed Professional Counselor, Licensed Marriage and Family Therapist Supervisor, and EMDRIA Approved Consultant. With over 14 years of experience, she specializes in trauma therapy for individuals and families in residential and outpatient settings. Amanda also provides supervision for EMDR certification, EMDR consultants-in-training, and LMFT-Associates. Her mission is to help people find a healthy, joyful, and fulfilling path in life. Her warm, supportive, and interactive counseling style incorporates Symbolic Experiential Therapy, Trauma-Focused Cognitive Behavioral Therapy, EMDR, HeartMath, Animal-Assisted Therapy, Neurofeedback, and Collaborative Problem Solving.
